Sunday we went to Cherry Hill Mall and Panera<3!! We had a BBQ but it rained so we cooked indoors for our friends. Grace made honey glazed ham and I made falafels, hash browns, biscuits, kettle corn, hotdog, bagel bites and a bunch of food. We had a mini jam sesh and Grace and I inspired José to sing a song called, “Boners All The Time.” It’s so catchy:

We’re gonna do a remix and a song about things I hate.

Dance party!

Yis: That picture is so leggy!

My new $5 sunglasses rule!


José or Eric Koston???



Gingers… they have no soul.



Gonna be so bummed when he moves to Seattle.

Geo and his fucking haram sweatpants hahahahaha.

Kevin is stoked on some Girls Gone Wild jawns.

I got that Betty Boop cutout on the street for $20, best purchase ever.




Then temporary tattoo party part 2 happened.

Monday Alaina, Grace, Nan, Katie and I went to the shore. It was so nice out, we swam, collected seaweed and seashells, tanned, ate boardwalk food, went to the candy store and played in the arcade. I got really burnt as I always do the first time I go to the beach when it’s nice out.

This is my life saver at the moment:

This was from a few weeks ago, I got off the subway and noticed McJawn written on every stair. Chalking rulesss!

Last night we had a BBQ on the roof deck. It was a lot of fun and I got to hang out with people I haven’t seen in a while. The weather was perfect and the food was good. Every time we do something involving food at our apartment, there are always tons of leftovers. We grilled marinaded chicken, burgers, bananas, tofu, pork chops and seasoned chicken. This little kid in the next apartment kept staring at us and dancing in his window. Every dude that was over was wearing a trucker hat which was even weirder then when everyone wears flannels together. We had enough seating for everyone, we have entirely too many seats in our apartment.

Now that I have tons of storage, I need to clean my room but I’m busy for the rest of the week. I’m always fucking too busy. Geo told me to get out of the country for a little bit, I think that’s a good idea. I want to go back to London and visit Zach, go to Amsterdam and Paris and then Japan/Korea. I can go to at least two of those places this year.

Come May, I will have worked as a manager of this store for a whole year. I already told everyone I want to quit, they asked me to wait till they shut the South Philly store down. As long as it’s sometime in May, I can stick it out but not for too long.

This job makes me feel like I’m in a loveless marriage, I gave so much of myself and got little to nothing in return so I stopped trying, I don’t care about it anymore. I feel trapped and am desperately looking for a way out. I find myself getting drunk to relieve stress but it mostly results in violence. I really don’t want to be an angry person anymore, it took me so long just to get to this level and all that work is being destroyed by the stress caused by my job. No one in Philly has seen me get really angry and I don’t want anyone to ever see me that way ever again.

Also, I just realized I spent $1000 on Sunday. That is ridiculous. What recession???